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Since high school, he’d been a kinky submissive in a way he couldn’t put a name to.
It was just the stuff he sometimes did when he was alone. Only years later, towards the end of his college days, he found his people online. The freedom of having his own place and high-speed internet access led to more than a few late nights spent in front of his computer. It felt at times like he’d finally discovered his kinky submissive self. His degree offered him a career, making good money. The other things in life were going well enough. He was glad to have his lovely apartment, but it didn’t seem to give him the excitement it should.
Life moves in waves, with highs and lows.
His experimentation was intense, with hours spent in front of the computer. Yet there were other times he felt disgusted by himself from the hours spent alone in the dark with his cock in his hand. During one of those low periods, when his kink felt empty and lonely, he met Rowan. She was fun, beautiful, and intelligent, and she wanted him. During their whirlwind romance, he could keep his mind off the world he was trying to consider his past. But his fingers could still type the addresses without thought when he did relapse. Every time he couldn’t stop himself, he felt a little more guilty, but then he would set another milestone to stop for real this time. First, it was when she moved in. When they where engaged, for sure, it would all stop after the wedding. Indeed then, his life would feel complete?
Everything seemed perfect about his life: he had work success.
He loved his wife. The sex was excellent – well, it was really good. He’d tried to guide her into some fetish-type play, but her reaction was disinterested or disgusted. So he tried to fill that hole during stolen moments when she went to bed early or was out for girls’ night or those overnight trips to visit her family. He got more adept and made a place for his kinky submissive side in a dark corner of his mind. The problem was that space kept getting bigger. He bought some toys to play with during those secret times. He started chatting with other people online who shared his interests. In time, he arranged an appointment with one of the professional Dominatrix he spoke with online.
He should have known right then that he was lost.
It was a transformative experience for him. Things he’d dreamed about became real, and he endured more intense sensations than he had allowed himself to dream. He didn’t stand a chance once she’d decided that one of the things she wanted was him. She told him that flat out, and he was flattered and terrified.
Taking her time she baited the trap.
She asked how much he was willing to open himself to her. He wouldn’t deny her some simple information, would he? If he wanted to be her submissive plaything and property, the time for these silly secrets was over. She made it clear that even though he had no idea what she would do with this information, he would tell her anyway. He blushed in the dark of his office, knowing he would give her his whole world.
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